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2月19日

真好笑

过年收到很多拜年短信,我很认真地一个一个回了,心想祝福嘛,还是用心一点。
 
结果呢,很多人以为是我主动发短信拜年呢,还挺客气地回了一些“谢谢,你也一样”的话……
 
手机的群发功能真是好啊,祝福也成了多快好省的东西了……
2月6日

MLTR

打开播放器,里面随机地放起了MLTR的歌
 
第一首,就是I'm not supposed to love you anymore
 
We agreed that it was over
now the lines have all been drawn
the vows we made begin to fade but now they're gone
put your pictures in a showbox
and my goldring in the drawer
I'm not supposed to love you anymore

now Sherry says she's jealous
of this freedom that I found
I would be; I would be out of the town
and I say I can't imagine
what on earth you're waiting for
I'm not supposed to love you anymore
 
Oh I shouldn't care and wonder where and how you are
but I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
'cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore
 
Now I'm writing you this letter
and it's killing me tonight
that I agreed when you believed it wasn't right
and I couldn't sleep up on the bed
so I'm down here on the floor
will I'm not supposed to love you anymore
 
Oh I shouldn't care and wonder where and how you are
but I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
'cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore
还记得上次大量听MLTR的歌还是在大二,也是很受伤,仿佛他们歌中的每一个镜头都曾经发生在自己身上,浑身没有一个毛孔不产生共鸣的。
 
不过,人不能听一辈子的苦情歌,所以,我一直没有像喜欢BEYOND那样喜欢MLTR,或许也是后者来得晚了吧,我现在也想象不出自己还能拿出当年喜欢BEYOND的那种激情来喜欢任何一个歌手或者乐队了……
 
有人说我没有激情,所以没有女人喜欢。无所谓了,改不了了……孤独终老怕什么……
2月5日

I still carry on

I'm lying in the sun
longing for a place in the shadow
I'm lying in the snow
longing for a place by the fire
And when I beg you for water
you just drink the water yourself
And when I reach my hand to you
you just turn your face away


But even though the cold from your still beating heart
already killed me twice
And even though the cold in your eyes
makes me freeze all the time


I still carry on and
I still walk around and
I still feel the warming glow
shining somewhere in the future
shining not so far away


I'm climbing up the mountain
mountain of society
But every time I reach the top
you just push me down again
And when I look around me
I can see I'm not alone
There are a lot of people around
climbing mountains next to me


But even though the cold from your still beating heart
already killed me twice
And even though the cold in your eyes
makes me freeze all the time


I still carry on and
I still walk around and
I still feel the warming glow
shining somewhere in the future
shining not so far away

2月4日

今日立春

今日立春;我的却或许已在昨日离去了……
 
如果昨晚可以再来一次,我想我还是会弄砸的……
 
性格决定命运,看来我真的不合适……